Aklınıza Geldiğinde Derin Boşluğa Düştüğünüz Anlar
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Ailem tarafından asla diğer kardeşlerim gibi benimsenmedim ve ilgi görmedim. Onlardan görmediğim ilgiyi dışarıda aramak gibi bir aptallık da yapmadım çok şükür
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bana cok sey kattigini, ayni sekilde benimde bir seyler kattigimi dusundugum kisilerin dusundugumun tam aksine sadece bir hiclikten ibaretmisim gibi hissettirip oylece hayatimdan cikmalari ya da benim bunun farkinda vardigimda hayatimdan cikarmis olmam.. yani vefasizlik cok bosluga dusuruyor cunku kim olursa olsun nasil bir hic gibi hissettirilir bilemiyorum ve iste bunu aklim al mi yor
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